Monday
Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Don't turn back now that I'm here
People also always life is full of choice
No one even mentions FEAR
Or how the world can seem to vast
On the journey to the past
The song from OST Anastasia. Tiring to have thousand and 1 things going thru my mind. Planning to go to states to futher my studies with reuben is a big big BIG plan. I am not sure if i can ever get in. Looking at reuben's draft. gosh - i don't think i can even write 2 pages on my activities in uni. I didn't even participate in anything in Uni.
Not too sure if i can get a scholarship. No scholarship no money to go ....
Going thru all hte websites, not too sure which university to go to ...
then, I dunno if i can survive hostel life. I NEVER stayed with some freaky unknown person in my life. imagine, me studying till later and the other person doing some other activities ... eeerrr!!! helps. save me please! of course not to mention washing and cooking ........
now, what am i going to do during summer break? i can't go back to singpaore. the air tix would be too expensive. means .. i prolly wouldn't go back in the next 5 yrs *after my course* ...
friends, don't get married yet okie.
There is a lot fo questions ...
this is just a sneak preview of what is going on in my mind.
princess maddie.
